9/2/2009

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Megan Fox talks about her psyche and working with Michael Bay.

Karla Casillas

Megan Fox proved that she's not afraid to speak her mind in a recent interview with [Wonderland](http://www.wonderlandmagazine.com/features/megan_fox/) magazine. The "Transformers" star talked about her insecurities and commented on working with Michael Bay.  
  
"He wants to be like Hitler on his sets, and he is," Fox said. "He's vulnerable and fragile in real life and then on set he's a tyrant," she said. She does enjoy his "awkward" personality she adds, calling him "endearing to watch."  
  
The young actress also admitted that she is "paranoid" about public appearances because her "worst nightmare" is being stared at by everyone.  
  
"My only goals when I go on stage are to not vomit, trip or have uncontrollable diarrhea," Fox said.  
  
As if the interview couldn't get more personal, Fox revealed that she has diagnosed herself with a mental illness, [Hollyscoop](http://www.hollyscoop.com/megan-fox/megan-fox-im-schizophrenic_21385.aspx) reported. She wonders if she'll end up like Marilyn Monroe, and said she has read practically every book about her.  
  
"I could end up like that because I constantly struggle with the idea that I think I'm borderline personality—or that I have bouts of mild schizophrenia," she said.